Pathology is back…finally!
As timing would have it, I sat with my oncologist and talked through pathology results from surgery on September 30th – the day before Breast Cancer Awareness month kicked off. For those who have prayed about the results, thank you. For those who prayed from day one of my diagnosis that the tumor would disappear,Continue reading “Pathology is back…finally!”
“How are you, really?”
It’s been awhile since I’ve sat down to put words onto {virtual} paper. Honestly, I just haven’t wanted to. I am tired. Some days have felt heavier than usual recently. I am learning to prioritize myself through all of this and doing that has meant spending time in spaces other than this virtual blog (don’tContinue reading ““How are you, really?””
She was diagnosed on the same day you were…
“There are no random acts. We are all connected. You can no more separate one life from another than you can separate a breeze from the wind.” This quote comes from one of my most beloved books, The Five People You Meet in Heaven by Mitch Albom, and I feel like it perfectly sets theContinue reading “She was diagnosed on the same day you were…”
Patience in the waiting, peace in the decision.
I’ve said it before, and I’ll say it again – one of the hardest parts of cancer is the waiting. Keeping your thoughts in a healthy mental space while you sit in the waiting is hard, and attempting to keep emotions in check can be equally as challenging on any given day. Let’s circle backContinue reading “Patience in the waiting, peace in the decision.”
Hair today, gone tomorrow.
Within two seconds of hearing the words I had cancer I was dreading the fact I would lose my hair. That’s not an exaggeration. Now granted in that same moment I did not know if my treatment plan would even include chemo, which is the very factor that causes hair loss. But in the momentContinue reading “Hair today, gone tomorrow.”
Come with me to chemo!
I’ve had a lot of people ask me what chemo is like, so I thought I would bring you along with me to my third treatment (which actually took place yesterday). Before diving in I have to note the chemo experience is different for every single patient. This is simply my experience. The night beforeContinue reading “Come with me to chemo!”
“Breathe. Sarah, I’m going to need you to keep breathing…”
…and with those words softly spoken into the phone I realized life as I’d known it was changing. The pathology report was positive, which was not the news we were hoping and praying for. Allow me to back up. January 2021: I had my annual exam where they — you know — check for stuffContinue reading ““Breathe. Sarah, I’m going to need you to keep breathing…””
What is cancer?
Writing this just shy of a month into this detour chapter of cancer, and I’m finding the horrific c-word to be so much more than a medical diagnosis. This might sound irrational and extreme to those of you reading this, but for me cancer has this far been… Opening the NOTES app on my phoneContinue reading “What is cancer?”
In the eye of the hurricane
During the first meeting I had with my oncologist he warned me that cancer was a lot of hurry-up-and-wait. I heard what he said, but my gosh I now realize he wasn’t kidding. As I write this I am about three and a half weeks post diagnosis. The call telling me I had cancer quicklyContinue reading “In the eye of the hurricane”
The beginning of the end of this nightmare…
It’s 12:21am on Thursday, June 10th. I have to be at the hospital by 6am to surgically have a port placed in my chest for my upcoming treatments to fight cancer. …and I cannot sleep. Honestly, I felt like I have kept it together fairly well since the week of my diagnosis (which was sixContinue reading “The beginning of the end of this nightmare…”
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